These medications are killing my head. It’s been broken for too long, so he said. Years upon years layered in drink. Surely doesn’t help me I dare to think. Take a pill Dave, stop trying to be so damn brave. Seroquel takes away the excitement and leaves me dull. Doctors pull the strings with medications that give me wings. Professor please help me. I just wanna open my eyes to see. Not an unreasonable thing to request, that will bring me some ease. Doctors and clipboards question me. Can’t or don’t wanna try to hear me. Nobody wants to be near me. I have a disease I cannot speak of. destruction of the mind is what I fear of. Let me out of this clinic. Show some better behavior and and we’ll bring it. My freedom has has been pawned to this shrink. The one who won’t let me think. The nurse brings me some pills. Kill my head and bring me the bills. Doctor\, surely this is wrong. Shut up and turn off that song. The meds have kicked in. Who s your next of kin? Already too late, I’ve taken your bait. Confusion creeps in, delusions are amusing. Until my meds take effect and strip me of my ability to facilitate. Back to your room, I don’t like this, I wanna go home. I wanna be free to roam. Stitches are perfectly sown. Tantrums are thrown. Don’t wanna be alone. Where is my clone, to take me over and steel my throne. Blood pressure is low, my hands are shaking, this is your life now, so no more cravings. I won’t lie, oh please let me die. Rain falls from the sky, It removes my hair dye, and leaves my team with another bye. I promise not to lie. No free thoughts. My God damned mind you have already bought. Crushed pills are easier to snort. This place is no resort. Mental health is the name of the game. Frying is my brain. Too many meds, not enough beds. I need to rest my head. My poor head. No original thought. The fish I never caught. Your pills we will sort. But my shakes? These can feel like earthquakes running through my body. You never said you were sorry. In the fetal position again. I can’t remember when all of this began? If only they could confiscate my air, there would be no hesitation. The brand new resurrection. I can’t afford the bill, I’m on a pension. Government sanctioned. Take your nightly lollies, these will help you shut up and get you out of our hair. Yes, I’m quite aware. Strip my body bare. You aren’t paid to care. You just kick back and stare. This is so unfair. I am now medicated, a zombie, but what’s news, never promised to fake the blues. I did give you most of the clues. The doors are locked tight and it’s time to fulfill my right to bring some brightness into my life. I never asked for this, Christ! Discharge date is set. This can’t come quick enough. You wanna bet?! says the nurse. I was here first, I can’t quench this thirst. my bladder is about to burst. I am threatened with a catheter which really hurts. Will I manage in the outside world? It’s been done before, but am I ready? I still feel a little unsteady,