I know the world is going through some rough times at the moment. People are dying and war is rampant. People are being cut off of their food stamps in America and parents have starving children. Food banks in Australia can’t keep up with demand too with lines reaching around blocks. Homeless make up a great percentage of the population and people are being laid off left right and center. All of these things have been created by design… but that’s for another blog.
All of these things are happening and then comes little old me. I have a roof over may head, I have as much food as I need, my finances are fine and my car is for driving not living out of. So what do I have to complain about? I am embarrassed to say this but I am almost out of vapes. I plan on quitting as soon as my current vape runs out and it is getting low. I’m scared. I have been puffing for about 4 years now and the vape hardly leaves my hand. It is an extension of my arm! CLCIK HERE FOR MY BLOG ON VAPES. I won’t go into vapes in detail as this link with take you to my post I made on vapes vs. cigarettes.
I dare say vaping is more addictive than smoking cigarettes or pot. I am a true addict. The plan was to use them short tern to helping me get of the the cigs ,which it has, but it has turned into a larger problem then quitting the smokes in the first place. A few months has turned into years.
So here I am. Waiting for my last puff and having no idea how I’m going to do this. I have promised to myself every time I find myself at the tobacconist that this will be my last batch but as soon as my last vape is coming to a death I find myself back down to the store again. I have made leaps and bounds over the last 6 months with quitting things and exercise and diett. I have stopped a pack-a-day cigarette habit, I no longer smoke pot, I haven’t had a single alcoholic drink and I’ve even cut back on my medication… I just have to give up the vapes! Evil bloody things! I may not be the easiest person to be around over the next little while but that just comes with it I guess. I’ll be saving money too. Even though they cost a fraction of ciggies there is still money to be saved. Hopefully I will write a blog in six months from now raving how well I have done and hopefully I develop a hatred for them like I have with alcohol. Wish me luck!